Ohhh man. I thought to myself, holy cow, how dumb is this, then realized I did the exact same thing when I was a kid.

I friend of mine says this all the time, and I have begun to say it too. Oh life…It’s approaching 3am and I am up thinking about life and what is really important. Where is God leading me? What am on supposed to do after college? I don’t have these answers. I took the GRE today and it did not go as I anticipated. I do not know if my score will assist in my being accepted to grad school. The funny thing is, I’m not too worried about it. Though I would have liked to do better and not be concerned with my acceptance to a grad program I know God has a plan- though that is much easier said- I do believe it, but I wish I knew the plan- who doesn’t? I have been considering another option before entering a grad program and that option is City Year. It is a year long commitment (Aug.-June) of intensive community service. I am excited about this, thinking about the possibility puts a smile on my face. I can’t have such an opportunity at any time- the time is now. I have been so focused on psychology- all the research papers and exams, reading and preparation, but what is it all for? I am not helping people by sitting in class- though eventually I would be. I have always loved serving the community, and this school year I haven’t been involved in community service and I miss it a lot! The future is a bit scary- there is a lot of uncertainty, but also a lot of possibilities.

Check out City Year- tell me what you think…www.cityyear.org

My friends, my schedule is too hectic. I must refrain from blogging in the general interest of my sanity. I just wanted to say, it’s been fun. And I’ll be back when the semester is over. Thank you, and have a nice day.

On Monday I will begin my last semester at Baldwin-Wallace College. These past four years have just flown by. It’s hard to believe that come May I will have a degree and must enter “The Real World”. I seriously love B-W and I am going to miss it so very much. Looking back, I don’t think I would change a single thing. Even with all the trials and frustrations it has all been worth it. I am planning to continue on to graduate school and get my masters in school counseling. The grad school process is underway and I am taking the GRE on January 17th- please pray for me! I will be making a lot of important decisions in the next few month, so we shall see where God leads.