I took this picture while driving. Doesn’t it just makes you think? I remember reading an incredible book called “Boy meets Girls” last year, about relationships, different views on dating and other relationships. Makes me wonder where she is and what she’s doing. Now it’s no mystery that every guy ponders this, but it’s just a question of how seriously they think, wish and hope to find the exact person for them. I mean, every time I tell myself that this person exists and is breathing and running around, I get all excited inside. Then comes the part where I remind myself that I probably don’t even know her yet. Then I sit back and let that sink in. I guess what really hits me deep is when I’m in church and I’ll see some very content looking couples sitting, listening and learning from pastor. It makes me say, “OK, 4 of my best friends are married. So uhh…” Right, I know that’s crazy and it’s the exception to the rule, but still it doesn’t stop the empty feeling in my gut. God only knows when that sinking stomach syndrome will turn into a confident smile, or even start to disappear. So supposedly there are some single beautiful intelligent Christian girls still alive in this world. I can only find myself skeptical of that statement at this point in my life. Any ideas, suggestions? I mean, do I smell bad or something? Maybe I’m like a tiki torch, and these girls I seek are like mosquitoes which just never approach my area. OK that’s a bad analogy, but you get what I’m saying. I’ll maybe I’ll switch deodorant to the Christian version of TAG. It seems to work in the commercials.

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